I Need You To Know

I need you to know that I hold you inside me, coursing through my veins. 

I feel you in every part of my being. 

I hear your words echoing inside my head, "I love you madly".

My life is torn by my thoughts of you.

Do I smile at the memory of you?

Or do I give in to the pain that overcomes me at the loss of you?

I need you to know that I hung on every word, belieiving in and trusting you.

Planning my days around you.

I feel your words aching in my soul, "we were predestined before time began".

I focused my world on merging with yours.

Can I ever give up my dreams of you?

Or am I destined to relive each moment throughout time?

I need you to know that you will never find another to love you as I.

Willing to give my all to you.

I see your words on the slate before me, "I will take you to our home."

I dissembled my life such as it is.

Can I ever hope to rebuild it?

Or will it lie in shambles at my feet with my broken dreams?

I need you know how I feel.

You were never the fool. 

It was me all along.